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Corner Stone Of My Life
I'm just a simple guy with simple plans living in a simple household trying to achieve some simple dreams but try to think of it,understanding me ain't that simple.
What I'm Longing For...
Most of the people around me knows what the want and hope to achieve in their lives but i'm still in that grey area if you know what I mean but what I do know is that my career starts at forty.Still a long way huh???
Ma Peeps
Aswad
Farhan Cina
Farhan Porn
Hen
Ian
Iman
Pak Mat
Praz
Saufi
Versi Melayu
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Those who notice this notice will notice that this notice is not worth noticing so if you do accidentally notice this notice you will soon found out that this notice is not worth noticing for cause I tell you so and
By all means stop straining yer eyes like a complete idiot.
Thanks for noticing this notice.
Please take note that the stories written here are just fairy tales and nightmare of the lonely soul.The stories written here has no link to any humans or aliens wanted dead or alive.Enjoy.
And the story goes like.....
Reasons why I can't sleep???
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing
Friday, May 14, 2004
03:43 a.m.
vespit7
I'm not sure why this song has been playing in my mind.
Moffatts(Who Do You Love)
Here we are
You tell me i'm the only one
That makes you feel alive again
And there you go
I see you watching him
When you don't think i know
Should i let you go
So who's it gonna be
Is it him or me
Chorus
Who do you love
Who do you need
You're messing up my mind
And wasting all my time
Who do you love
What do you feel
Stop playing with my heart
You're tearing me apart
Am i the one
Who can make you fly up above
Is it me who can take you higher
Than you're dreaming of
Now who do you love
Turnaround
Do you really think
You'll play me like a fool
For you
And then i realize
That when you touch me
It's like nothing i have known
Could i let you go
Wednesday, April 21, 2004
02:33 a.m.
vespit7
Sounds of thunder.....(Part 2)
Once they unmasked their faces by removing their tinted visor helmet,it turned out to be Saufi aka 'air pork' and 'Papa bear'.Many people have question how saufi got that nick name.
It all started on a friday afternoon.Matt,Saufi,Pit and Porn* were on their way for their friday prayers.Matt was in a really bad mood that day as everyone seems to be running late.Matt pick Saufi up while Pit pick Porn*.After picking up Porn*,Pit meet up with Matt who is still waiting for Saufi.Once Saufi arrived,Matt rode his bike like we've never seen him rode before.Matt and his vespa looks as though they were possessed by the spirit of light.Zooming pass every vehicle in his way, cutting every corner at breakneck speed.Saufi was indeed bewildered by the anger of Matt which is well channeled onto the road.Pit was puzzled by Matt's behaviour.Matt was supposed to be one of the safetiest rider among them but Matt wasn't Matt on that day.He was Madd.
Then came a last corner towards the straight road towards the mosque.Matt cleared the corner again at breakneck speed his knees nearly kissing the road while Saufi was following every momentum a pillion should follow.
As Matt or should I called him Madd on the day,pick up speed after the corner and break hard suddenly as there were obstructions of vehicle up ahead.Madd saw a room for him to get away from the obstruction.He was confident enough that he,Saufi and his scooter will make it through but then,the passageway was suddenly blocked by a suzuki 'bandit'.Matt break hard but it wasn't enough.His vespa kiss the bandit and send Saufi flying over Matt.
Pit and Porn* was astonished with a shocked running through teir veins as they were wondering how Saufi could fly that high.
Thanks to Matt,Saufi got that name.
to be continue....
Friday, April 15, 2004
04:42 a.m.
vespit7
Sounds of thunder.....(Part 1)
The night feels chiller than usual.Matt raised his hand to put on his casio watch.Checking himself out in the mirror repeatedly to make sure he is all dress up for the occasion.Mash cap on,xtra small t-shirt on,jeans on and not forgetting the bottled opener buckle which is attached to the jeans.As soon as he confirmed himself,he wore his socks,grabbed his xtra small blue helmet put on his shoes and rushed to the carpark where his scooter is sitting quietly in the carpark slot.
Matt then kick start his scooter.Breaking the silence of the night.As he waited for his engine to warmed up,he lights up a do-it-yerself ciggarete trying to cool himself down as he started to look nervous.He didn't really wanted to do this but friends have coaxed him into it.He just can't say no.Once he has taken his last puff of the burning rolled-paper,he pushed down his main stand and rode off to the designated meeting point.
Matt was the first 1 to arrived.He often forced himself to be late but the others always seems to beat him in that category.He lights up another rolled-paper ciggies that he had already rolled in advance while he was in camp doing nothing.As he was smoking halfway at the same time humming to himself some oldies,he heard sound of thunder piercing through his ears.Matt turned to look at the direction of the sound.With it,there are two bright lights approaching towards him.Matt smiled to himself as he feels slightly better as he was no longer alone.
As the lights drew nearer,Matt's smile was already from ear to ear cause everyone knows he is afraid to be alone.He got someone to talk to finally to ease his boredom and nervousness.The two lights were actually from a two well tuned RXZ.Equip with fast-throttle,racing boy gear and brake peg,decompressed front suspension,and god-knows-what they had done to the engine,they parked by the side of the road,one in front and rear of Matt's scooter.
Matt knew who they are but just couldn't make out who is who as their face were covered by the tinted visor that Pit had introduced it to them.They both silenced their engine at the same time as if they were program to think alike just like twins.As Matt couldn't figure out who is who,he checked their sense of wear cause though they may seems alike,they dress differently.They alight from their bikes and approached Matt who was sitting on his bike still grinning......
to be continued.
Wednesday, April 7, 2004
11:26 a.m.
vespit7
I think I'm sick...
It's been an hour and I'm still in the lab.I'm not sure why I haven't been feeling well this past few days.Cause I overworked maybe??
I'm not sure myself but my head is kinda doing a slow spinoff causing me to..
1.Feels like vomiting.
2.Feels like I could sleep the whole day.
Term test just over and exams are coming up,assignment are due soon.Life would be much simpler if I got my bike.Even if I sleep late,I won't be so damn late for my classes and end up not going to any of them.2nd term have just started.My scooter would be out soon.Couldn't wait.Maybe I would spend a day riding around alone or maybe I could ask lynn along if she is not that tired.It's best that I don't speak too soon just have to wait till the day comes.
Sleepless nights
I couldn't have any proper sleep nowadays.I could only doze up maybe at about 3 or 4am.That was after much scolding from my mum.Its not that I force myself not to sleep.It's just that I couldn't.
Maybe it's just me or maybe it's maybelline.
Friday, March 19, 2004
12:45 p.m.
vespit7
Work work work
It seems that i've been away this past few weeks.I guess for the first time,i'm busy doing something that makes money.Though it's kind of tiring which i kinda feel now,i do have lotsa fun.Meet new people from all over.Maybe it's just my nature which is hard for me to reject those asking for help.Still wondering bout that.Do manage to spend time with lynn eventhough both of us are kinda busy.Really appreciate her to spend sometime with me too.
I was chilling with my mate one of the nights.We went talking crap till he came up with a question to me.He is still yet to see me getting angry.That makes me think and laugh.Pissed off,crappy,annoying,irritating i've done that but angry?Well those who read this pls do inform me if you have seen me angry before but maybe when i'm angry u all don't seems to recognized me as I turn to a huge green monster.
Maybe.
Monday, March 15, 2004
10:06 a.m.
vespit7
Alone???
I have many frens but it seems I'm normally alone when I'm home.Kinda off bored going home to no one to talk to eventhough there are souls in the same house living under the same roof.
It's not that I never tried having a conversation with them but it seems that whatever I say,is always wrong.Might as well I just be one of the walls in my room.
I feel that maybe the age gap is the main factor of my problem.
You see,when there is an age gap,there are bound to have a different set of thinking.Some are good and some are indeed not that useable in this kind of era.
When I'm not home,they want me to be home but when I'm home,its as though I'm not home too.What the heck?I'm just confuse.I'm not sure what they want from me.All I can think of right now is,
1.Complete my long overdue diploma.
2.Get a stable job.
3.Go get married and move out.
I feel they are tired of taking care of me afraid that history might repeat itself.(those who knew,you know what I mean)
All I want is right now for them to understand me.What do I really want.(KTM 4...hehehehe)(just kidding)
I do want to get a diploma and get out of school eventhough school is fun.
Wish I could stay longer(I mean get a degree and not staying in the poly) but I guess time is running out for me to face the outside world soon.
Friday, February 27, 2004
11:51 p.m.
vespit7
Questions anyone?
1.What do you look for in that someone?
2.What makes he/she so special?
3.What is it that 'Attracts' you to that someone?
There are so many questions in life.Where do we go in search for the answers?Beats me.I still do have my own unanswered questions.Anyway I guess I do have the answers for the above questions.I think so.
1.Beauty have always been the main priority.
No doubt about it.
As you people know,beauty do have their expiry dates.When everything turns to be crumpled,saggy and other gross description,would you still love that someone?One piece of advice from me.Please don't put beauty as the main priority.Maybe second or third is ok.I guess so.To me.I've already met that someone.Some says she's cute,some says I can get someone cuter or even prettier.But above all,if I was to look for that person who considered as my dream girl,I might as well dream on.
'No wonder they call it a dream girl/guy'
Bear in mind guys,nobody is perfect in this world.She do have some qualities I've been searching for and I do have some dislike.Like I said nobody is perfect but people can change over a period of time and I hope we could learn to give and take.
2.What makes her so special?
I definitely have the answer for this but I can't really put it to words to print on screen cause it's been engrave in my heart.
'Sorry'
3.I can't really much explain why but what attracts me to her is her courage though she didn't show much that she is afraid sometimes.She is someone who can communicate with me eventhough I'm annoying and irritating which is very important.I'm not sure how she put up with it.Patience?I do think so.Basically to me is communication and understanding between the both of us.There are indeed a few misunderstanding sometimes.Part and parcel of a relationship.
In short,I'm just attracted to her inner beauty.
That's my conclusion.
And by the way,she loves pink.
Wednesday, February 25, 2004
12:53 p.m.
vespit7
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